As I arrived at clinic for my first official day as a resident doctor, I remember having to introduce myself to nurses and patients as “Dr. Akinde” and let me tell y'all, it felt so strange! I had gotten used to introducing myself as a medical student for so many years that now being referred to as Dr. Akinde is somewhat surreal. With all the new changes, I am happy to report that I survived my first two weeks of being a “real” doctor, mentally and emotionally intact! The transition from medical student to resident doctor has enabled me to have more autonomy. I feel more responsible for the care of the patients I see and I’m slowly starting to feel more confident that I know what I’m doing.

The first year of residency, often referred to as the intern year, is almost like a fifth-year medical school. A lot of information comes at you fast and you have to make sure it doesn’t overwhelm you. During the first two weeks, I’ve been really focusing on:

1. Learning and refining the clinical aspects of the OB/GYN specialty

2. Perfecting my history taking and physical exam skills

3. Learning how to use the electronic medical record

A lot of my days consist of trying not to look like a total idiot in front of other residents and attending physicians. So far, so good! Things have been going pretty smoothly. It also helps to have such a great group of colleagues who are patient and always willing to teach.

One of the great things about being in an urban city is that people love seeing a young, black, female doctor making it happen. Even though I’m still building up my confidence and doctoring skills, I try to remember that medical school taught me a lot and I have a wealth of knowledge to offer patients. Whether it’s counseling them on taking medications, keeping regular doctor visits, or maintaining a healthier lifestyle, patients really appreciate docs who truly listen and that’s something I am capable of doing. They say that practice makes perfect and even though I’m only two weeks in, I’m a lot better than I was on the first day and it can only get better from here!